Scripture memory review!

I've fallen a bit behind on my memory work, but I've been doing some review today and decided to attempt to type all of my 2013 scriptures from memory (eek!). I've noticed a theme of hope and love running through the verses I've chosen this year. Just reviewing them, rewriting them (however imperfectly), has blessed me -- maybe someone else needs these words today?

Okay - here goes!

Above all, love each other deeply, 

because love covers over a multitude of sins.

Cheerfully share your home with those 

who need a meal or a place to stay.

As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another 

as good stewards of God's varied grace.

1 Peter 4:8-10

May the words of my mouth 

and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, 

O Lord, my rock and my redeemer!

Psalm 19:14

Oh that we might know the Lord! 

Let us press on to know him. 

He will respond as surely as the arrival of the dawn 

or the coming of rains in early spring. 

Hosea 6:3

All your children will be taught by the Lord 

and great will be their peace. 

Isaiah 54:13

We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, 

firm and secure. 

Hebrews 6:19a

Our Father in heaven, reveal who you are.

Set the world right. 

Do what's best -- as above, so below.

Matthew 6:19

(so far so good -- even references! yay!)

Don't just pretend to love others -- really love them. 

Hate what is wrong, cling tightly to what is good. 

Love each other with genuine affection 

and take delight in honoring each other. 

Romans 12:9-10

I pray that your hearts will be flooded with light 

so that you can understand the confident hope 

he has given to those he called - his holy people 

who are his rich and glorious inheritance.

Ephesians 1:18

(words in bold I missed!)

When anxiety was great within me, 

your consolation brought me joy.

Psalm 94:19

(missed the reference on this one)

Trust in the Lord and do good.

Dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.

Delight yourself in the Lord 

and He will give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the Lord. 

Trust in him and he will act.

He will bring forth your righteousness as the light 

and your justice as the noonday.

Psalm 37:3-6

But this I call to mind, therefore I have hope:

The Lord's loyal kindness never ceases;

His compassions never end. 

They are fresh every morning. 

Your faithfulness is abundant!

Lamentations 3:21-23

Live a life filled with love,

following the example of Christ.

He loved us and offered himself as a sacrifice for us, 

a pleasing aroma to God.

Ephesians 5:2

I pray that God, the source of all hope,

will infuse your lives with an abundance of joy and peace 

in the midst of your faith 

so that your hope will overflow 

through the power of the Holy Spirit. 

Romans 15:13

Phew -- getting there. And this was after hand-writing them a time or two to review.  Praying that these will be more than words -- that God would use them to transform my mind and heart! What are you memorizing these days?

The point is...

He will act...

Trust in the Lord, and do good;
dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
Delight yourself in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light,
and your justice as the noonday.
Psalm 37:3-6

I chose a three-verse passage for the next two memory sessions. I'm just beginning to prepare to teach Bible study for Cross Camp in a couple of weeks and my prayer is that I will make much of HIM. 

Trust in him, and he will act. 

This runs counter to my natural tendency, which would be to work super-hard so I can dazzle some unsuspecting students with my knowledge, wit and general hipness. (pathetic, right?) But in my first year of teaching at camp, (seven years ago!) I learned so much more than I actually taught. Isaiah 26:8 became a theme verse that year -- 

"Yes, Lord, walking in the way of your laws 

we wait for you.

Your name and renown are the desire of our hearts."

I still fight nerves and feelings of inadequacy every time I teach, but it's incredibly freeing to trust in him -- and let HIM act. Truth is, I can't change a heart. I can't open a mind. All I can really do is dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness...delight in the Lord, commit my way to Him and trust that He will give me the desires of my heart. 

What a relief! 

Don't get me wrong -- I'm about to get crazy-busy studying and preparing! (I've already spilled coffee on my Bible once today!) But it's with the knowledge that as I press in to know Him better, obey His calling, His grace will multiply and I can teach from the overflow!

So, pray for me and my little highlighting, word-processing, over-achieving self, that I will make His name great! And pray for the girls I will be privileged to serve -- and all those God brings to us at Cross Camp!

In a little jam...

Our wonderful neighbors Billy and Jane Reed are magnificent gardeners -- and generous! When Billy dropped off some peaches and two nice batches of plums, I had an uncharacteristic attack of kitchen ambition and decided to try to make plum jam. I've never "canned" anything, largely due to a fear of pressure cookers and explosions. But I got on the Google and found a pretty simple looking recipe that mainly just required lots and lots of boiling water and a few other tools, so I gathered a few things at Wal-Mart and got cracking! (Forgive the fuzzy pics - the blogging thing was an afterthought and I just snapped away with my phone!)

I bought a dozen half-pint jars (the recipe will make 8), some sugar, some sure-jell pectin and a little set of canning tools (for $6.95, I think) that included a wide-mouth funnel, jar tongs, a measuring thing and a magnet thing for lifting hot lids out of the boiling water. I also ended up buying the pot at back left which included a rack. I have pots, but I didn't have the rack for lifting and lowering the jars into boiling water, and the whole set was $19, and I thought maybe if I made the investment, I'd do more canning in the future!

The Reeds brought over these small, beautiful red plums and some yellow. I decided to go with these for the color. Wash, pit and chop them. This is the most time-consuming part of the whole process, except for waiting for large pots of water to boil. I opted not to peel them. Aren't there lots of nutrients and fiber and stuff in the peeling? 

The plums they brought were exactly the amount I needed for my recipe! (4 1/2 cups)

Put the plums in 1/2 cup water, bring them to a boil and simmer for 5 minutes, then add sugar. The recipe called for 7 1/2 cups (whoa!) but several commenters said if the plums aren't super tart, you don't need as much. I put around 6 cups. You stir that, bring it to a boil, then add the pectin. The recipe calls for one box, but several folks said they used two to get it to "set" properly, so I added two.

Meanwhile, boil the heck out of the new jars and lids in your new canning pot. Remove the jars with the tongs and the lids with this handy-dandy magnet! Coolest gadget I never knew I ever needed!

Then, fill the jars to within 1/8 inch of the top. (Isn't that jam a pretty color?)

This is where the little measuring thing comes in. You can quickly tell if you've filled it to the proper level, and also run it around the edges of the jam to remove bubbles. Apparently, bubbles are bad. The recipe also recommended you skim the foam from the top of the boiling fruit, but I couldn't figure out how to do that. So, disclaimer - my jam may not be bubble-free.

Waiting on their final bath. Now to this point, the whole thing took less than an hour, but after sterilizing the jars, I didn't get a fresh pot of water on to boil and it takes a long time to boil that much water in that large of a pot. The jars are supposed to be submersed in the pot, once the water is boiling, then you bring it back to a full boil, cover and "process" for 10 minutes.

You know what they say about a watched pot, right?

 Sheesh.

When the water is finally boiling, use your handy jar tongs to place the jars into the boiling water...

...which then takes forever to get back to a rolling boil. But anyway, you get the picture. If you're a little more organized than me, you can get this whole thing done in around an hour!

I totally forgot about labels, so I just took some mailing labels I had and first just scribbled on a few, then decided to try to print some. I am HOPELESS for some reason when it comes to labels! My daughter has to do them for me every time. However, she's at the beach, so I just did the best I could! (I also just-this-minute realized I made labels that say "Pear Jam" when, in fact, I made Plum Jam! 

Bless my heart! Back to the drawing board!)

After filling the eight jars, I had a tiny amount left. I put it in a (unsterilized!) tupperware just to see what would happen and made myself some toast to sample! Pretty tart-sweet! I don't know if this batch will be good enough for gift-giving, but it wasn't a bad first effort!

On an unrelated note (kind of!) my new favorite thing arrived in the mail!

And today, I'd say I'm just "plum" happy!

As with most things, I'd also say if I can do it, anyone can! 

Go get yourself in a jam today!

Your consolation brings me joy...

I don't like to think of myself as an anxious person. 
In general. 
I usually have an optimistic, glass-half-full, sunshine-y viewpoint. But...when I fall into any kind of anxious cycle, I do not do it halfway. Combine an over-active imagination with a swirl of irrational late-night fears and you have a recipe for a special brand of crazy! I don't know what precipitated it, but lately I have been battling late-night fears that bear little resemblance to reality. But when you're in the grip of that kind of cycle, reality can get fuzzy. 
I don't like admitting this about myself. I don't want to be an anxious person. 
But it happens.
So when it was time to choose a scripture to memorize for the first of June, this seemed like a good one to marinate my mind/heart in.

"When anxiety was great within me,

your consolation brought me joy."

Psalm 94:19

Another translation says "when anxious thoughts multiply within me..." That perfectly describes what happens when we give in to the fearful thoughts -- they pile in on top of one another, escalating into an all-out anxiety attack.

But God (oh, I love those words!) consoles. He is ready to comfort, to cheer, to delight, to encourage, to bring joy to my soul. How does He do that? Another favorite Scripture gives a hint:

"Do not be anxious about anything, 

but in every situation, by prayer and petition, 

with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, 

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." 

Philippians 4:6-7

Instead of churning mentally over every conceivable (awful) what-if, present my requests to God. Pray. And (this is key) with thanksgiving. Remembering, with thankfulness, the ways God has proven faithful in the past can definitely lessen the fear in the present -- or future. And He promises His transcendent peace.

And don't forget:

"Cast all your anxiety on him, 

because he cares for you."

1 Peter 5:7

That is truth. Truth is truth, regardless of how my anxious mind is feeling at the moment. Hang on to the truth.

Also, I want to be mindful of others struggling through seasons of anxiety. Proverbs 12:25 says:

"Anxiety weighs down the heart, 

but a kind word cheers it up."

So, that's my choice. Cling to the truth -- know that His consolation will bring my anxious soul back to joy. And share a kind word with others who need that encouragement.

(Update -- In typical God fashion, this song recommendation just happened to pop up on Facebook. So perfectly ties in with what I've been wrestling with!)

Don't just pretend...

I chose this passage for Scripture memory this time out of conviction about the depth and quality of the love I have for others. Then I read what my study Bible had to say about this passage and was even more convicted:

"Most us us have learned how to be courteous to others -- how to speak kindly avoid hurting feelings and appear to to take an interest in them. We may even be skilled in pretending to show compassion when we hear of others' needs, or to become indignant when we learn of injustice. But God calls us to real and genuine love that goes far beyond being hypocritical and polite. Genuine love requires concentration and effort. It means helping others become better people. It demands our time, money and personal involvement...put others first!" 

(Chronological Life Application Study Bible - emphasis mine)

It reminds me of the cop-out we like to use so often...saying we "love" someone, we just don't "like" them. I don't think that rationalization holds up. Scripture isn't really allowing that. Genuine, sincere, real affection is what we're called to. Does that come naturally all the time? Not to me, it doesn't. Thank goodness it's not something I'm supposed to manufacture somehow. 

It's a gift. From God. Grace. I just have to yield to its flow.

There's another translation of the second verse that says "outdo one another in showing honor." (ESV) I love that. In this competitive, comparison-driven culture, how's that for a shift? How about competing to see who can be the most selfless? Hmmm. 

Lord, give me eyes to see people the way you do. 
And a heart to love them...really love them.

"Don’t just pretend to love others. Really love them. 

Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good.   

Love each other with genuine affection, 

and take delight in honoring each other."

Romans 12:9-10 NLT

Because sometimes, you just need some cinnamon toast in your life...

We interrupt this attempt at a low-carb lifestyle to bring you...

Cinnamon Toast!!!

I worked around the house for a couple of hours without eating anything for breakfast this morning, and when the hunger pangs hit, I just had a powerful craving for cinnamon toast! And not just any cinnamon toast -- my Dad's cinnamon toast. And while this was pretty good, nothing quite measures up to the cinnamon toast prepared by J.H. Martin. Here's my attempt, however:

The cast of characters -- pretty straightforward. Cinnamon, sugar, butter (real butter, please) and bread.

First step: Toast the bread. 

You want it to have a little umph to stand up to the onslaught of butter that awaits.

Then -- slather on the butter. (I'm pretty sure this is where my toast-making falls down. My mom says dad uses about 1/2 a stick per slice. I think she's exaggerating...)

The combination of warm, toasted bread and softened butter results in some immediate "pooling" of the butter in places. This is the effect you're going for.

Next - sugar. (Hey, don't judge me. It's only 16 calories per teaspoon and a teaspoon per slice usually does the trick!)

Now, cinnamon. (Looking back at this, I could've had a heavier hand with the cinnamon. It looks like a lot, but it blends in quickly. And cinnamon is good for you!)

Now, this is key. Run the toast under the broiler -- just for a few seconds, long enough for the butter to bubble...

and....voila! Cinnamon Toast! 

(See that shiny, pooling effect? Yes!)

And there you have it. But it still wasn't quite as good as Dad's. What do you think, J.H.? Not enough butter? Your tips are welcome here!

(We now return to our regularly scheduled attempt 

to reduce bread, pasta, sugar...boo.)

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Update: The MAN himself -- my Dad, 

Julian Hamilton (J.H.) Martin -- 

read this post and offered the following suggestions: 

The contents are ok, maybe a little more butter and sugar and lots more cinnamon. Should cover the slice. 

Keep trying. 

Dad 

(Well, if my Dad thinks I need to keep trying, who am I to argue?)